It is the vomit moving upward through her throat
While he sits near and holds the basin to her mouth
Supporting the small of her back
and whispering a lie they're both aware of
It is the kiss he gives through a white lipsticked mask
In room 307 at midnight
After talking about the end
Because the bruises refuse to stop coming back
It is the way they dance to all the wrong beats
Just to be close for another night
And she wishes her curls were there to hide the tears welling
But when he touches her face, there's just skin
It is the hair that falls to his bathroom floor
Shaving off denial, fear, and pride
Just to share a close emotion that hurts the chest
She cries when she sees it in his eyes, exposed and bare
It is the sleepless night of worry when the doctors speed in and out
And there's nothing left in sight
Because it never was going to be alright
She's weary and tired from this unjust fight
It is the black umbrella that repels rain
It is the freedom to remember
And it lives on after everything else dies
is this about britney spears? it could be. she also shaved her head..
ReplyDeleteohh and also this reminds me of that song. "whats love got to do, got to do with it" u get the full effect when u actually sing it out loud..
ReplyDeleteyes. It is about Britney. She is my inspiration...my everything
ReplyDeletei...love her
i knew u loved her! its no longer a secret.....
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