Fallen Harder than the First Time

A beating heart
And frozen mind
Fast-paced life
I fall behind

"And I think i've fallen harder than the first time..."

Ignore my uncomfort
Stay for a while
Sit beneath stars
Kiss softly: my smile

For they are all childish
They beat the dead horse
Craving for comfort
I run slowly, the course

Tell him I'm sorry
And tell him I meant it
Tell him it's my fault
For erasing contentment

She was a fool
But you never cared
To pick up your phone
And continue what's shared

Would you not believe me
If I wrote this for you?
Would you comprehend
That this pain is still new?

Or am I just bluffing?
Is all this a lie?
Are you reading through this
With a tired, sad sigh?

So many questions
I wish you were here
With a rock in your hand
And a shoulder for tears

Let's pretend the world is lovely